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#241 - ........

  • Writer: CT
    CT
  • Mar 28
  • 3 min read

All will be explained in due time.

But the writings are indeed on the wall all along.


Lately I am watching the TV series Sandman.... and I honestly enjoyed it, sounds like a fantasy dreamland but somehow there is a familiar side to it. Yesterday wasn't a particularly amazing day for me, the early morning was nice, then it all went to pear shape in the arvo. It is strange for me sometimes, when I am closer to normal, doing ordinary things, expecting rational outcome seems to be frown upon in this "new world". I've been told time and time again, to go out of being "normal human being" and finally I think I am closer to the answer.


So just like the "usual" day, I woke up alone without anyone beside me and a heavy heart. Things haven't been well for me & a lot of others, but no one seems to be able to explain it properly and be able to include my own life in it. Is it like what's right for me, is wrong for them? In a world where we continue to tear each other apart, there isn't a winning side per se, unless a win-win can be achieved, sounds better than the win-.-win solution I think.....

But for the less kind world, win-.-win comes with a lot of sacrifice, a single full stop explains it all. Instead of telling what went through my mind.... maybe this time, I will just cover the top level and let them all make their own decisions.


The funny thing for life is that, when all those lies, become the truth, is because there are reasons.... and not all lies are bad per se. The greatest lie that can only be made right by lying... the journey itself however is far from being easy and many will carry something heavy within, it doesn't matter which side you are in, both sides are hurting, been hurt and hopefully one day the whole truth comes to the surface and may set all free. One thing I firmly believe is that, it doesn't matter what you believe, in the end, something larger than life itself will be revealed, all in due time, and may change one's perspective in life itself.


It is what it is.... the next phrase is consequence. Because when it is gone, there will be less to worry. 9 days to go right? A lot would have already been covered in this site, if you know what you are looking for.... and I dare to say it has more than what it is on face value.


One may say ransom in some context, in the end, it is about what will you do, even if you point a gun to someone, there is a choice, to save, to run, or to battle or figure something out (even idle or delay), who knows?! Time and time again, I know in my life, doing the "wrong" thing, turns out to be just right... in the world full of agendas, where once had diversity, and now I find it hard to do something normal? If we can't believe the internet, at least I know what I wrote in this blog, it remains the truth to me, and I remember the context of what I wrote.... and up to this point, it is still aligned and real.


Some I left unsaid or TBA.






Special Thanks to : Alanis , Coldplay, Adele


 
 
 

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