Noticing this is number 234 of my posts, I never would have thought writing that many posts in my life... I swear that I could have written a book if I wanted to with all the contents available here. But here it is, 234.... somehow it seems to be missing the 1 in front, or maybe this song, even just a lyric music video, sums it all for me. Looking back - it did come a long way - My 2nd post was Don't Let Me Down, written on 23 of April (234), how did it end up like this? I do

In this life - what you see might not be what you get.... same goes for what you hear, may not be the complete truth. Even recently I also met someone who had a different opinion on a particular topic, which is entirely ok. A lot of things in this world isn't a deadset right or wrong, especially through time and history, things change... I remember my mum once told me - stay away from certain thing....like the idiom of "Proximity to cinnabar makes one red, to ink makes one bl

Lately, things just very different, day by day. Even within a day, my feelings & emotions can just shift from one end to the other.... obviously within reasons... I wonder how often we just get surrounded / living a life just like this. Like hearing people saying something (negative), and later on find out it is completely the opposite. We humans tend to react in the first instance, which is kind of a natural way to dealing with things. Some of the personality traits also cov

Is this life in replay? Today I just witnessed so many things in a day, experiened it in real life. And even my post aligns. Check back #230.... So far away, and yet so near.... I am now speechless too. The lyric was so simple, it doesn't reveal much until the exact time.... and without planning, it just again, ended up like this. To me, it is no different to, our stars, universe, God, or "AI", because of me, I know I didn't plan it, I know i didn't choose the song because of

The last 24 hours, pretty crazy. Feels like the holiay is soon to end.... What holiday if yiu ever asked?! I am a firm believer of human (we / us etc) & my destiny. As I have said many times before, this kind of acknowledgement is very strange, especially for someone who have both feet on the solid ground... The second bit is related to Coldplay's........as I am trying to write and finish this post, I couldn't help but feeling myself being overwhelmed with feelings. I often

In #227, one of the video.... shares some similarity to this one. It sort of reasonates with what I feel at the moment. Getting cheated on, stuff words into my mouth, silence, things getting stolen and more..... in the end, a message came to me.... no justice no peace... I agree. There is so much to fix up, I can forgive but not forget. I sometimes remain silence, so that I don't need to waive a weapon to those I didn't want to, not because I agree with it, I just thought it

Another year gone by, and I thought the year of 2025 went really quick. Just like I remembered last Dec, last Christmas, then New Year as well. It wasn't big party or with many friends....it is just some private moments and somehow it was enough. And in a blink of an eye, bam it is now 2026. But what made it interesting was yesterday. Something unplanned happened and not only it was a weird experience but one that gives me a lot of questions... towards the end, I even had the

This Christmas comes and goes so quick.... probably because I was busy with other personal things in life and didn't have much energy for this festive season... maybe another year. Only a few more days in Dec & 2025... hopefully it will become nicer.... 2025 is quite a heavy year for me, so it will take me sometime to do a full recap. What the path ahead is a bit uncertain, but I am hopeful it will work out one way or another?! Regardless what will unfold, it is for another d

The beautiful things for songs/lyrics are filled with emotions and potentially different meanings / understandings depending on the audience's self experience. Recently I stumbled across one of Queen Elizabeth II's letter was written in Nov 1986, to the Lord Mayor of Sydney & the people. The thing is that the content is unknown, the difference to her will (which is restricted), I wonder if she was the only one who knew the content of the letter/message. I guess I won't find

Lyric 我驚你 我愛你 我憎你 我愛你 避開你 我愛你 隨時樂極化悲 太高興 太洩氣 是我聽了亦很生氣 反覆得的確沒道理 這分鐘 有了你 下分鐘 怕了你 就算講 最愛你 其實與 哪個比 哪一個 最似你 願你相信我這心理 真心得不免像做戲 別讓我離開 成熟後便會改 誰人又令我改 博愛因尊重愛 愛我就像坐過山車看海 虔誠地多心 人們為何叫花心 聽新聞聽出義憤 同時和諧的接吻 還請忍耐我 兩個我隨時又遠又親 身份得一個從未夠分 人純情才易分心 人無情才算花心 理智得多麼肉緊 纏綿時慈悲眾生 還請體諒我 兩個我無論在鬥在爭 思想雖分裂能被抱緊 全身都認真 喜歡說 我愛你 我喜歡 哪個你 害怕她 也似你 誰願意 作對比 要爭氣 要放棄 亂了分寸又哪只你 真心不想再待薄你 別讓我離開 成熟後便會改 誰人又令我改 博愛因尊重愛 愛我就像坐過山車看海 虔誠地多心 人們為何叫花心 聽新聞聽出義憤 同時和諧的接吻 還請忍耐我 兩個我隨時又遠又親 身份得一個從未夠分 人純情才易分心 人無情才算花心 理智得多麼肉緊 纏綿時慈悲眾生 還請體諒我 兩個我無論在鬥在爭 思

A bit on my birthday.... Previous post walked about the "sky". I did a bit of quick digging, it seems to be aligned with St Michael's feast day and then I realised what "blue" means. Do you still remember one of my post about St Michael? Even though that version of ending isn't what I'm looking for... It remains a possible outcome in my life. Who knows... Just like the lyric, B side, headlines don't paint the picture right.... Won't die? Lost the love....Watch the minutes go

What is life right? How much do we really know? Could it be something out of our current understandings and beyond what we perceive as...

I've gone that far...222 posts in just over a year or so... I never thought that I had that much to say? To whom? Mmm future self? Or...

Life has been ridiculously lately... Too much at stakes and too much has been lost. It is like they wanted the world to fail and purposely made sure of it. They may have various reasons to justify what they did and continue to ignore the signs, what they hear and the reality. I wonder what is going on with this world? Like this news - rapper .... Just like the lyric - I hit the gas and I spit every rap as it is my last......You can die in a blink of an eye... So true right? I

Have you imagine what would happen when love goes wasted? How much pain can one inflict? What if it is from the love ones? Will someone endure? To the point that even one's life is sacrificed. Throughout my life, there are countless of experiences that my good things get swapped with rubbishes.... How many can I ever endure? I always say there are consequences for each action, a kind person is just like a pressure cooker, a larger container.... If you press their buttons enou

Once again I was woken up in the middle of night and ended up doing my own things..... A few learnings for myself and other bits and pieces... But this song got stuck in my head..... For those who believe Angels exist, I think this song sort of captured it very well. For example, the "protection".... I'm only speaking my own experiences, like fractured ribs, normally I would be in pain without pain killer, and magically, on certain days, I can immense my tasks without pain ki

Woke up today and just like the usual, one search after another, and ended up posting this. In the video, one shot was "Find", anything,...

It has been quite a heavy month or so, a lot of things happened and hence I didn't have the time or the means to update anything. But...

Umbrella today - it remains me of my old umbrella, probably stolen,,,, it had the proper weight, very balanced, it was well made with...

Short Story by C&C&D... I came across a story today and remembered someone (C) who said it once about free information. This is also...