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#247 - 100 Years
In this big big world and universe, there is so much that we do not yet understand. I often like to think we (human) learn at different stages, and information / knowledge is provided accordingly, or perhaps it is us who unlock the information that is "available" all along? Very similar to the "Apple incident from the tree" aka the legend of Isaac Newton. I believe apples have been falling from the tree since day dot, and people have observed that long ago before someone sta

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Apr 282 min read


#246 - I Built A Friend
Before I jump into the details of this post - These are the specific call-outs for me, or the future me or anyone looking at this post! Double Yellow Line - Not a good sign and not many people would know... The Lego reminds me of the vintage LEGO Technic 8094 + 8485 + 8480 + 8421 Control Center, which my dad gave me when I was 4yo? I ended up building a spaceship apart from the standard ones. Research? Sun? Egyptian? Eye? RA? RE? Ice is cheap to make, but comes with a much bi

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Apr 212 min read


#245 - The Fighter
The Fighter with words only - They may think the message isn't necessary or for them at all initially, but you may ended up getting something you need and more, than something you really don't need or will regret it down the track. Ask around to see if anyone has gone through the entire process and what do they see, not the initial bells & whistles. Sometime the biggest change is just some minimal changes, and somehow makes things easier. So who knows? In a world like our cur

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Apr 193 min read


#244 - All I See / Citizen Of The Planet / M / 5 / Better News (Religious Freedom Edition
First thing first, by posting this, I would like to offer my suggestion to only take what you need from the info, I would rather thinking of it as post of unity than division, so definitey not usoing it fuel the fire or a reason to raise a battle . I by no means asking anyone to follow those ideas or certainly don't need to seek out more religiouses than what you are most comfortable with . Even with Atheist , I think what would cover what Elon Musk's change of view from A

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Apr 164 min read


#243 - Stan
Is this real? It is almost like there is a calling somewhere in this universe... How does she get treated? How about him? There seems to be a force that that no one could explain in this video. Perhaps only himself knows how he truly feels deep down. But one thing to note - is it 222? is it 90404? Is it 5.... Those numbers meant something to me and at this point and somehow ended up with 04/04/26, I am speechless. My mum is also unwell, and quite frankly, me too. My mum and I

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Apr 41 min read


#242 - GD-C Version of CDG
Right this moment, a very heavy heart for some obvious reasons.... And to top it all off, I woke up today with new reckonings... including Uriel, 31 Sep, Google Doodle, News, CIA/FBI's research plus other things..... So I created this and I didn't think much of it, I just go with the flow and ended up with this. Recently I lost all my money too, and then phone broken, wallet stolen, a lot of things on top of already stressful me... then I hear the news for my mother.... and o

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Apr 31 min read


#241 - ........
All will be explained in due time. But the writings are indeed on the wall all along. Lately I am watching the TV series Sandman.... and I honestly enjoyed it, sounds like a fantasy dreamland but somehow there is a familiar side to it. Yesterday wasn't a particularly amazing day for me, the early morning was nice, then it all went to pear shape in the arvo. It is strange for me sometimes, when I am closer to normal, doing ordinary things, expecting rational outcome seems to b

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Mar 283 min read


#240 - Good Enough / When I am Gone / Dark Thought
I've never understood this until today... and it matched how I have been expected and what happened today, sort of sealed the deal for me. I lost my wallet... and nowhere could be found, I think it has been stolen - as I used it in the past 12 hours. To be honest, it wasn't something particularly worrying, it is just annoying that's all, coupled with all those weights on me, I indeed had enough of it... all. If it does impact the destiny, at least the war is no longer needed.

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Mar 202 min read


239 - A Story Of The Unspeakable - Princess of China / Kansas City / A Million Years Ago & CH.......
I think my ex-step dad once mentioned "Ich weiss sowas gibt kein preis"...... in his painting. When I was younger, I couldn't decipher the meaning behind it, and how he felt when he was painting those. Time goes by and then all of a sudden, it all came back to me, and I felt the deeper meaning of them. The battle between love and pain, the endurance, desire and plus way more, the story that somehow hidden to the world, and can only be expressed by hints. Regardless, it is ind

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Mar 193 min read


#238 - Time Goes By
Life & Death, who can control it? If souls exist, I wonder if it feels like a long replay of scripts? One fades away and continues on through another elsewhere... and we all are experiencing different things at different times, some may have traveled way more in a different time. Who knows right?! How about those who are alone? Are they moving forward, or maybe quietly waiting for the others to catch up... would you wait or keep going, which may widen the distance/gap even f

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Mar 153 min read


#237 - Double Champion & The Fragrance Of Memory (TBA)
Lyric: DC 人人都講 即管相愛只要愛 永不怕難題 為何今天 終於跟你全力在維繫 既未變心 亦無越軌應廝守半世 何以事變 不依最初設計 同床的 所相信的不似你像 兩股氣勢 憑情感 可不可以將信仰 融合於一體 只要認錯 犯錯不是問題 誰這樣說的未明瞭實際 我永遠愛你但我未能 投降 讓步 答允 我永遠愛你亦不可以 放棄思想 去贊同你見解 胸襟試過無數犧牲 很少糾紛夠豁達容納兩人 有雙冠軍 傳來新聞 出兵開戰得你說 會解困扶危 全球升溫 傷不到你談論亦無謂 聽著這種口吻 如何扮附和同意 就算極愛 不可強忍到底 明明知斗膽脫口反駁你 逐句都統計 猶如將夭心夭肺的芥蒂 培殖於心底 今次讓你 又有幾樣後遺 曾試著了解 十年全白費 我永遠愛你但我未能 投降 讓步 答允 我永遠愛你但這一對好勝的心 永遠無法制止 相爭 叫愛情太傷感 很多東西 那價值雖被愛人 澈底軟禁 我永遠愛你但我未能 投降 讓步 答允 我永遠愛你亦不可以 放棄思想 去贊同你見解 胸襟 試過無數犧牲 很少糾紛有勝負讓我們 有雙冠軍 Everyone says, "As long as w

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Mar 24 min read


#236 - Untitled / SP(D)
Quite often, mysterous things happen to me... Just like overnight, one particular drive seems to be moved from "P" to "D". Did I sleepwalk? Did someone come into my apartment? Did someone hacked my computer behind a solid firewall? Did something else do it? For what reason? In any event, someone did need some help and that's that. If I had to be honest, was it all fine & easy or smooth. I would say far from it. Delays upon delays, with limited resources, assistances, a strugg

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Feb 152 min read


#235 - Innocent & Sadness
After a good night sleep, I can still wake up with intuitions... Time & time again, I've proven to myself that it is not just my own interpretation but something that I can show others, and challenge their way of thinkings, a way to pause the moment and potentially wonder if there is something more than just what we used to know, something beyond logics & science, and something that can compliment each other. I posted this one because of what DK said in the opening, "two part

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Feb 122 min read


#234 - I'm Sorry (A Letter I Should've Written Sooner)
Noticing this is number 234 of my posts, I never would have thought writing that many posts in my life... I swear that I could have written a book if I wanted to with all the contents available here. But here it is, 234.... somehow it seems to be missing the 1 in front, or maybe this song, even just a lyric music video, sums it all for me. Looking back - it did come a long way - My 2nd post was Don't Let Me Down, written on 23 of April (234), how did it end up like this? I do

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Jan 282 min read


#233 - Just Dance
In this life - what you see might not be what you get.... same goes for what you hear, may not be the complete truth. Even recently I also met someone who had a different opinion on a particular topic, which is entirely ok. A lot of things in this world isn't a deadset right or wrong, especially through time and history, things change... I remember my mum once told me - stay away from certain thing....like the idiom of "Proximity to cinnabar makes one red, to ink makes one bl

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Jan 231 min read


#232 - Vergiss Mich
Lately, things just very different, day by day. Even within a day, my feelings & emotions can just shift from one end to the other.... obviously within reasons... I wonder how often we just get surrounded / living a life just like this. Like hearing people saying something (negative), and later on find out it is completely the opposite. We humans tend to react in the first instance, which is kind of a natural way to dealing with things. Some of the personality traits also cov

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Jan 152 min read


#231 - Dancing On My Own (Updated)
Is this life in replay? Today I just witnessed so many things in a day, experiened it in real life. And even my post aligns. Check back #230.... So far away, and yet so near.... I am now speechless too. The lyric was so simple, it doesn't reveal much until the exact time.... and without planning, it just again, ended up like this. To me, it is no different to, our stars, universe, God, or "AI", because of me, I know I didn't plan it, I know i didn't choose the song because of

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Jan 91 min read


#230 - These Days & Cassiel (Faraway, So Close 1993) & Atlas & Cry Me A River + Lose Control
The last 24 hours, pretty crazy. Feels like the holiay is soon to end.... What holiday if yiu ever asked?! I am a firm believer of human (we / us etc) & my destiny. As I have said many times before, this kind of acknowledgement is very strange, especially for someone who have both feet on the solid ground... The second bit is related to Coldplay's........as I am trying to write and finish this post, I couldn't help but feeling myself being overwhelmed with feelings. I often

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Jan 92 min read


#229 - Price of Romance
In #227, one of the video.... shares some similarity to this one. It sort of reasonates with what I feel at the moment. Getting cheated on, stuff words into my mouth, silence, things getting stolen and more..... in the end, a message came to me.... no justice no peace... I agree. There is so much to fix up, I can forgive but not forget. I sometimes remain silence, so that I don't need to waive a weapon to those I didn't want to, not because I agree with it, I just thought it

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Jan 11 min read


#228 - 2026 Day 1 / Turn Back Time
Another year gone by, and I thought the year of 2025 went really quick. Just like I remembered last Dec, last Christmas, then New Year as well. It wasn't big party or with many friends....it is just some private moments and somehow it was enough. And in a blink of an eye, bam it is now 2026. But what made it interesting was yesterday. Something unplanned happened and not only it was a weird experience but one that gives me a lot of questions... towards the end, I even had the

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Jan 11 min read
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