#234 - I'm Sorry (A Letter I Should've Written Sooner)

CT
3 days ago
2 min read

Noticing this is number 234 of my posts, I never would have thought writing that many posts in my life... I swear that I could have written a book if I wanted to with all the contents available here. But here it is, 234.... somehow it seems to be missing the 1 in front, or maybe this song, even just a lyric music video, sums it all for me. Looking back - it did come a long way - My 2nd post was Don't Let Me Down, written on 23 of April (234), how did it end up like this? I don't know......

This time, it is related to newer music compared to my posts in general. I always said that good music is hard to find, especially it is from the post AI period. The collabration with other artists, or for whatever reasons, it just feels different. It is like something is missing in some songs, like a soul?! or it isn't as original / raw from the artist(s) emotions or perhaps simply because I am just too old to connect with them?! This one isn't an original from Eminem... and this is exactly why I often choose the older music before the AI era.

Regardless, I did a little bit digging as there seems to be too many "I'm Sorry" variations online, I wonder what could be the reason for this.... Then I found there were unpublished ones (leaked) for Eminem [Straight from the Lab Part 3,] obviously I haven't verified this but based on Wiki - it was escalated to the FBI level in 2025... Interesting right? And somehow I would think my stupid life is somewhat similar to this, like words sometime can hardly explain it clearly, and very often things may even perceived as unreal. Have you ever wonder how real this song is? Does it sound like Eminem? For me, the lyric remains quite truthful and reflecting acurately to how I feel. For the creator of this piece, who is the intented recipient of the messsage (if it was one)...................... To deepen this further, this video claims that Eminem has spoken the leaked album and said "never meant for public consumptions"..... It sounds very deep righyt? If that was real, I guess I agree to it too, as it could be way too heavy for some.

PS: I did locate the missing album online, and downloaded it (just like my usual self).....I might upload it one day too... who knows. Do you ever wonder what kind of lyrics were written in those missing tracks? Without showing too much, here are a couple more tracks from me, which represent how I feel today...