#219 - Angel

Once again I was woken up in the middle of night and ended up doing my own things..... A few learnings for myself and other bits and pieces... But this song got stuck in my head.....

For those who believe Angels exist, I think this song sort of captured it very well. For example, the "protection".... I'm only speaking my own experiences, like fractured ribs, normally I would be in pain without pain killer, and magically, on certain days, I can immense my tasks without pain killer and to the point that I'm not even complaining about it. So how does that work? Numbness? No, cause the pain came back on those non special days. Adrenaline?or Noradrenaline?, don't seem to be the case. I will probably just leave it at spiritual for the time being.

Ever since I was little, I have always believed in destiny, it's not like someone told me about it and I ended up agreeing or so. It is quite the opposite, I think people also been telling me the contrary?!? It is through my own observation of life and how my life unfold before me, one event after another...

Well and all of a sudden, I wonder what this site means.... Will it become something else in the future or down the track? Or just a place that simply reminds me of a path, or destiny that I couldn't out run and humans have little control over it?!?! I didn't want to think of a possibility of larger parts spinning over me? I'm not that special anyway... Or if I am, I didn't know about it. Maybe one day..... I will figure it out.....

PS: I've heard someone said I love this one and therefore unable to love the others etc.... I just want to reiterate that I love the lyrics was written... Loving with angels.... Plural, like parents don't need to choose which child they love?!?! Maybe some kind of love is just as good.....

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I sit and wait

Does an angel contemplate my fate?

And do they know the places where we go

When we're grey and old?

'Cause I have been told

That salvation lets their wings unfold

So when I'm lying in my bed

Thoughts running through my head

And I feel that love is dead

I'm loving angels instead

And through it all she offers me protection

A lot of love and affection, whether I'm right or wrong

And down the waterfall, wherever it may take me

I know that life won't break me

When I come to call, she won't forsake me

I'm loving angels instead

When I'm feeling weak

And my pain walks down a one way street

I look above

And I know I'll always be blessed with love

And as the feeling grows

She brings flesh to my bones

And when love is dead

I'm loving angels instead

And through it all she offers me protection

A lot of love and affection, whether I'm right or wrong

And down the waterfall, wherever it may take me

I know that life won't break me

When I come to call, she won't forsake me

I'm loving angels instead

And through it all she offers me protection

A lot of love and affection, whether I'm right or wrong

And down the waterfall, wherever it may take me

I know that life won't break me

When I come to call, she won't forsake me

I'm loving angels instead