#??? - What I've Done
- CT
- 3 days ago
- 2 min read
Lately I haven't had much luck, life is just gone from bad to worse.
Contacted Wix and the initial operator said the backend team would contact me for the loss data/posts....so far still haven't heard back from them, perhaps it is the end of it. Just in case if I don't have the time to rewrite them or reposting them, the most memorable one to me was the religious one - which was titled as "#244 - All I See / Citizen Of The Planet / M / 5 / Better News (Religious Freedom Edition"....
Someone may ask why is it memorable.... it is because I saw Guan Ying (Goddess of Mercy) outside of my apartment complex that day. Someone may wonder what is that roadwork about, blocking the entire street for what reason?! Coincident? Maybe....but I know what I saw - sh.......... Apart from that, of course there was "#248 - Airplanes" also. I talked about Wright brothers - they were laughed upon, put down and no one believed them until their dream came true. Isn't that funny the song (hightlighted above) captured it all.
Ever since I was a child, I remembered being laughed upon, put down....even in the pre-school - being questioned why I was different. I did not understand it at the time.... is like do they know something that I don't.... they were also just kids, why laughed at me during lunch?! I remembered tolerating people around me and felt sorry for being different.... but today - I changed. I am tired of apologising for being different, I just want this to end. I don't want to beg for acceptance no more, I don't want to be the one who get blamed for things that I haven't done. I don't want to subject the shit attitudes, especially if it was derived from their own guilts. Here is a video for gaslighting and when I am gone, at least I have mentioned it....
Once again - It's Sunday..... and somehow it reminds me about my post in my other site - Time of Death...things just went full circle and I wonder where will I got from here....
Back to this video - All I want to say is that - A lot of random shots in this music video came true, and the timing is too perfect. Just like I have been re-watching Heroes.... Sylar...
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