Remember I said once even for what I wrote previously, there is real meaning to me, even me at a different time?
Today I re-read my own post and I found this.
Once face value, it looks like Chinese words, Korean, Japanese....But for me, today it has a different reckoning. It is like two people apart, on different floors. Do you see that? Like the apartment, 1 is ok, the other one not. |_ ..... is this stupid? but for those who know, they will know what I mean. Ask anyone who has been to my place, they know. The Japanese one.... haha I will leave it for others' interpretation. Then I realised that there is a warning in it, so have to put it out, don't forget the title too. The one that got left behind [.].
The one you think it is insignificant, some may say...... but ....... is different than the dot.
To me, I have captured many heart moments with people who are dearest to me. But they are personal. Too personal. It wouldn't be fair to put those pictures on here. It can't be done by "purposely" wanting to make them, it comes naturally. When you didn't think of doing it, and by chance, occurred. Some will know what that means. Like the stars are aligned, the universe helped, like God (some may say). You know for middle C, some hand placement CDEFG.... I will leave it at that and with your imagination, I am sure there are more, some will even just for your experience, and others won't relate. For the face value - remains also the truth. The HEART, PURE HEART, like intention. Even a wish itself, can be a good wish, or less structured one. Like I always say, be careful with what you wish for. Just because some has the money, doesn't mean they are winning, how long can they live? Was it the right way (how they make it), money itself isn't evil, and even when things may not be totally right... like big corporations, if there are some good meanings behind it. Just like humans, we aren't perfect. But how do we ever judge? Base on single incident? Do we look at their whole life? Even in the extreme end, like let's pick a murderer, all they all the same? Or perhaps even in the law of court, don't they balance the situation with first hearing the both sides, and the tipping scale, even with equity in some cases.... and even when it is done wrongly....have you thought of the Ned Kelly post?
Oh what a coincidence even when I type.... the post title is Hotel California (Live 1977) & 1111.
What is the last post? Biblical - By SC. One song within the album, it says count the 1s in your eye...... I will end it here for the time being....
The reason I put down in a website. This is like a living document. Is it not the case? Others can perhaps feel it too, and get a glimpse of what I am going through and be able to talk about it, is it not scientific enough? Can you imagine if I just "talk" about this experience.
Oh yeah, the extra - I always say I give extra, or enhance, or improve even what's old, or written yeah? That is an example of it. Plus for the last post - here is the addendum:
Remember, one thing - life is not forced, even with my life, it is never directed, it is not dictated. Just like even the same lyric can have options and somehow can be "interpreted" differently as others choose a different things. There isn't right or wrong per se, because there is. Just different consequences right? Therefore, I am what I am today. Doesn't mean I feel it is perfect. But it isn't so wrong either. Is this why others feel so pressured? I feel that too, but I know what I am, why I am right when it is wrong, did I tell you the story of the beautiful, nicest moments of my time, life, is also the saddest. The people I want to see, can end up in tears. Can leave me pain.... because of what they have to do next. Now read above again, do you know why now? Even the website may have a lot, without seeing me, how would anyone truly know how I feel, and let me explain it further? Some may, work it out based on their own experiences, some may not. Is it not what I talked about above? How do someone ever explain it to someone too? It is hard. Why? Because what they show, may not be what they truly feel, even when they know, or getting it, they may say "no" strongly on the surface, but deep down a very different story. It isn't a lie per se, not intentionally anyway... it is just the damn situation. Fair?
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