Good Goodbye

Is there such a thing as bad goodbye? Nothing is permanent in this world right? Just like how I feel right now - being trapped and couldn't get out. The one I want, no where to be seen. The thing I chase, not here. I was pretty sure life wasn't like this before... something was changed along the way.

Maybe one day I will be able to break through this - just like the breakthrough in this video.... it could be dimensional... the rattle itself, wow... and that's how I like to say goodbye - one take, make it final...

At least, I know, I couldn't need to beg for things to happen anymore. I didn't even know why I had to in the first place. I worked, only got fucked over.... no more. It's weekend now - time for a change.