少女的祈禱 [A Young Girl's Praying]

This week has been weird to me, in fact, probably it has been weeks. It is like my life has been surrounded by things unknown to me. Like filled with events that have been scheduled for me to see, to learn, to understand, or simply to change my perspectives?!

In this video - the meaning was so hard to get. It is about the game of "traffic light". According to Google - "In this game, one person is chosen to be the traffic cop. The other children stand in a line while the traffic cop has his/her back to them. When the cop says ``Green Light'' the children try to run to the finish line. When the cop calls ``Red Light'' he/she turns to face the children and the players have to stop."

My reckoning to this song....is about "seeing" or "not seeing". Just like I explained below, when I am asleep, I sort of using it as an escape. I know that I don't need to see, to think, and continue to dream on. Just like the lyric of this song, you continue to go on when it is green light, and when it turns red, it is goodbye and the end. When life is filled with red lights, all I can do is to close my eyes and keep going. But with eyes closed, how far can I really go? It is like a test of faith, despite all the red lights, how do you get to the destination without chipping the faith away... Isn't it funny the way the lyric suggested - no matter how much hurt one experienced, what would be the chance to be not influenced by what's happening around, and still be able to keep the faith? Not many could, but maybe I can, the question is will I ever get there or just like what it suggested below, the person would be gone/destroyed/dead before even reaching the goal, even when the faith was intact.

PS: The playlist is called Afterlife Answers... and the lyric too mentioned "answer", coincidence? Perhaps... but then again, how often do you get that word in a lyric? If I get to choose to know the "answer" or not to know.... I would say no, if it isn't real, or the whole truth anyway. If things can be broken so easily, as if.... if it was a test, it didn't work as intended, but it did come with a cost..... even now - I want to find out what else is in the playlist - at least it gives "me" a better truth... and I wonder - how is this even possible?! Is this life? Is this destiny? How would everything end? Could the ending of this song becomes the reality or can this curse be broken? Who knows?!

Lyric [Translated by Google]:

沿途與他車廂中私奔般戀愛 再擠迫都不放開 祈求在路上沒任何的阻礙 令愉快旅程變悲哀 連氣兩次 綠燈都過渡了 與他再愛幾公里 當這盞燈轉紅便會別離 憑運氣決定我生死 祈求天地放過一雙戀人 怕發生的永遠別發生 從來未順利遇上好景降臨 如何能重抬信心 祈求天父做十分鐘好人 賜我他的吻 如憐憫罪人 我愛主 同時亦愛一位世人 祈求沿途未變心 請給我護蔭 為了他不懂禱告都敢禱告 誰願眷顧這種信徒 用兩手遮掩雙眼專心傾訴 無奈答案望不到 唯求與他車廂中可抵達未來 到車毀都不放開 無論路上歷盡任何的傷害 任由我決定愛不愛 祈求天地放過一雙戀人 怕發生的永遠別發生 從來未順利遇上好景降臨 如何能重抬信心 祈求天父做十分鐘好人 賜我他的吻 如憐憫罪人 我愛主 同時亦愛一位愛人 祈求沿途未變心 請給我護蔭 為了他不懂禱告都敢禱告 誰願眷顧這種信徒 太愛他怎麼想到這麼恐怖 對綠燈去哀求哭訴 然而天父並未體恤好人 到我睜開眼 無明燈指引 我愛主 為何任我身邊愛人 離棄了我下了車 你怎可答允

Along the way, we fell in love with him in the carriage like we were eloping. No matter how crowded we were, we wouldn’t let go. Pray that there will be no obstacles on the road that will turn a happy journey into a sad one. I got angry twice and the green light was given. I’ll love him for a few more kilometers. When this light turns red, we will say goodbye. Luck will determine my life or death. I pray that heaven and earth will spare a pair of lovers. What we are afraid of happening will never happen. Good times have never come smoothly. How can I regain my confidence? Ask Heavenly Father to be a good person for ten minutes and give me His kiss as mercy for sinners I love the Lord and I also love a human being I pray that my heart will not change along the way. Please protect me. Who would care for such a believer even though he doesn’t know how to pray? Cover your eyes with both hands and concentrate on talking, but you can’t see the answer I just want to reach the future in the car with him, and I won’t let go until the car is destroyed. No matter what kind of hurt I experience on the road, let me decide whether to love you or not I pray that heaven and earth will spare a pair of lovers. What we are afraid of happening will never happen. Good times have never come smoothly. How can I regain my confidence? Ask Heavenly Father to be a good person for ten minutes and give me His kiss as mercy on sinners I love the Lord and I also love a lover I pray that my heart will not change along the way. Please protect me. Who would care for such a believer even though he doesn’t know how to pray? I love him so much. How could he think of it so horribly? He begged and cried to the green light. However, Heavenly Father has no sympathy for good people. When I opened my eyes, there was no bright light to guide me. I love the Lord, why did I let my lover abandon me and get out of the car? How can you agree

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Is this song completely random? Not quite... Just like the usual, I have my playlist - It is 08 Dec 2024, so I have been playing a 08 playlist. I was a bit struggling today, so I thought why not just go to bed and sleep it off for the day. I had this playlist going, and then head to bed. A few hours later, I woke up and it sort of got to this song... and to be honest, it couldn't be a better time for it. Once again, I probably didn't understand this song fully prior to what I experienced today... and now, it just gave me another insight and meaning to it. Did it give me answer? I am not sure.... What will happen? I didn't want to know anymore.