I have listened this song over and over, and today it gave me a new meaning, but where do I start? From when? This post, is probably an extension to "When I Get There". And this reminds me, that whatever I do in this life, it may not have the full meaning at the start, then later on, at least allowing me (myself) to understand something bigger..... can I fully explain it? Not at the start, and even now, I am not sure if I got it all, but certainly more than what I could from the start and that is the journey... how much time left for me to write, to experience, with whom, that remains unknown to me..............
Instead of writing the whole piece of what I have gone through, perhaps I will try putting it in less words, using dot points and see how it goes...
Background & Context
Could sweat be a sign too? That was at your place, in my bed? That was "When I Get There"...The sweat looks like 8o and 9...
Don't fully know what it means at that time. But at least I put it on the website and captured the moment.
Good times does it last long? It feels like home, but messy and as if we have much time together? Even if we did, it didn't feel like back then... now it is like we both get bothered by something else, and we couldn't truly be ourselves. Why? I wonder.
For better or worse, I sort of got another place, a place that can be our sanctuary. A place hopefully not as messy? Remember that time where I clean and then all of a sudden, it got messed up again? it is like Cinderella, finished a pile of washing, then to find another pile. Why? I wonder....
It is not I need to be with you 24/7, but you know how complicated it gets and I think others may not fully understand what is actually happening "the rest of the time". Or do they?
What's the point of being there, if the time with you, is limited and I ended up being alone anyway? Wouldn't it better for you to come over? Just like you said that you would be back again that day, but didn't? I could [sort of] understand but others may not.
Signs - Extended
Whiskey - I drank and drank. I am sure we both are going through something, and who knows what will happen?
Notebook - Not everything is available on this website. The scattered notes, how I feel, is within those random notebooks. Just reading it, it is not enough.
Tears - When I cry alone, no one needs to see or hear. But I realise - that it too means something. Why? Soon you will see..... Whom?
Words - Fierce, Heart
It is when it all aligned - words, actions, events, even belief.... everything that makes it true. I couldn't believe it, until I experienced it myself.....Just like this video, do you see what I see?
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