II O III / Take Me To Church

I picked this shot according to what I noticed today and the data related to"Soloman Islands"...and then I realised yeah.... I think I would be too if I was with someone like that.

Today my feeling is again, way too heavy. Similar to fighting a familiar battle again, knowing the outcome it is unfavorable to me by "design" and more than my own doing for both failure and seemingly success. In an ordinary world, I believe I have sufficient skill to do it successfully my way...... but .........

I often question myself that, have I ever done enough? Tried enough? Throughout my life, I continue to do what I believed in, regardless how many opinions I received telling me what life should be, what is the "right" path should be..... perhaps telling me is one thing, but if that translates to other actions, then I think it is over the line. E.g We didn't think this is right, or wanting you to do this, so we purposely gave you the "shit" outcome.... bare in mind, this is done when being targeted only, I believe to go this far is resourcing heavy and hence doesn't normally applied to the general.....

Note: At the time of writing this post - Take Me To Church was playing. In fact, so far the entire playlist pretty much paints an accurate picture of what my life is at the moment, how I feel deep down and maybe even suggests what the future may look like too! If there was a way that universe can communicate, I think it would be something similar to that? Right time, right moment, and when I checked the video, it made sense... and complimenting what I wrote above too. There isn't any need for me to second guessing it (at least for my post anyway). In a nutshell, I believe people are entitled to their own opinions but that doesn't mean it is necessary to translate it into action, to be fair at times - keeping it within your head is all that requires (similar to the locked box in the video)... Can you imagine how nasty it would be for people to start judging how people "think", eg still within their headspace and yet turned into action / speech etc. It wouldn't be fair to start with, and secondly, it is a private space and not designed to access without permission. Maybe it can even be expanded to what a private space means.... e.g. within your own home, a safe space, we may have a different "face", "personality" as it is a private, relaxed setting, we may not put on makeup, for those who normally dressed up outdoor / social setting, could be in their PJs, or something you wouldn't have thought about.... but the idea is no matter what the topic is, what they do privately, should remain private and really no need to "dig" that out and advertise to the whole world.... would you agree? Remember, I think the reasonable person test would be quite useful here, or simply would you wish that upon yourself is probably at the right mark anyway.... I know I wouldn't - period....... Oh wait! Oh shit, this is also part of my life I think.... isn't it weird.

To top it all off, I also did have cover lots of elements within the song earlier today (1/5/2025), realising that it is just past midnight..... including these few key words: shiny, meaty main course, texted someone regard sadness, Soloman Islands.... and some more.

For those I really care / love / like / dearest to me, plus others - I wish you all to be safe & well because I noticed too many things are happening lately.