You Found Me

I don't know why this is the right time for today.

I found myself jumping from Blossom (DK), to When I Get There (P), Stars (T) and then Rhythm (CS) and then You Found Me (TF).

I have so much to say, but I don't even know where to start.

Right this moment - Pretty much alone, with my heart and love somewhere else, money is down to almost nothing, and still trying to................ But this isn't right for way too long, I wonder how long will I be able to last like this. I really hope things are getting better, but this time around, I need more than just hope. Progress was made, yes but I also notice something / someone is also fighting it. If I am right, doing the right thing, why do I still being attacked like this? Is it because what other people say? Or did we rely too much on what people's opinions and ended up ignoring what was right? If it was a misunderstanding / miscommunication, how does one solve that without the truth and trust?

How To Save A Life?

Even that, it is not fixated - It comes with a choice.... if so, which post would you prefer?

(1) or (2). I am sure (3) could also be on the agenda, if only I had the time / dedication to look into it. But right now - I am also struggling and overwhelmed. Instead of telling other that everything will be OK, I wish I get this too and in a real & factual way!

Who can do that? It is not God that I need to bother for this one... Is it ever meant to be this hard?

Now you wonder why life would be fucked up, if everything is dictated (just like when I did nothing, somehow it was made otherwise)... that is not destiny, that is something else. Freedom is not fear, and but somehow I suspected someone must be spreading this or believing it is the only truth? Could I be right on this one I wonder?!