Signs

Sometimes I wonder - Is this for real? If so... how? Did I miss anything? Am I too observant and start seeing trends that may or may not be there? If it was once, twice, fine I can call it coincidences.... but what if it is just getting more and more?

In this video at 1:49 - I saw something familiar. But I guess, the whole song plus the lyric left me speechless. I find it hard to use words to describe it...It just feels right.

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So much left unsaid - So much is on my mind - I think he does... somewhat... If he never ask, or anyone from that perspective, to really know what is going on?

If what you hear, isn't true, isn't direct, then what does it mean to me, or you?

If what you think was communicated, but wasn't, what does that mean?

Do you think there was plenty of misunderstandings out there? Is it full of frustration? If that is the case, do we ever look back and ask why? could there be something missing? I found myself keep asking these questions everyday, because this is exactly how I feel.

It is almost like people look at me for feedback, after a decision...but if I didn't make a decision, in my head was like - why are you looking at me for this? What exactly did I do, to make you think that? Without being explained further, it just stopped. Frustration continues.

If things are happening without me knowing why, or explained, how am I suppose to react? I couldn't, it is difficult... under normal circumstances, I am completely fine. But it is also the fact that I don't think I am currently living in a completely normal world. Hopefully someone can explain that to me someday and be specific, be direct, be truthful....I think it would even help if a background / context can be provided too. If something is in doubt, maybe do try to call and verify or communicate it face to face. If that is a luxury - I honestly, don't know what else could be done.