Cool

This is from the last episode of the Agent of SHIELD.... Right before he said the last word of "Cool". I had already wrote down "C" "K" "L". Apparently it is a 1962 Chevrolet Corvette, with a bit of extra in it.

I wonder where would he go afterwards... After going through that much. Dying 7 times, I can only imagine it comes with a lot of "reckoning". That is also coming from my personal experiences. Perhaps I can only say that I died / come back many times. Each time, I see things a bit differently. I wonder if this is the reason why people who gone through near dead experience come back with all sort of experiences..... who knows.... Just because like this car, it looks the same, it is the original car, but something is now different - it changed to a better version of the original, still the original though. Unique....

Is this a dream? I would like to think of it, when it is a bit long to go, it is a dream. But then later on as time goes by, it is no longer a dream. It becomes something that is possible, and then it is the reality. And as this site is always going to be for remembrance, do we ever forget when it originally come from? Did it start with a dream first?

PS: Seeing a version of a future is one thing, being able to give a multi-dimensional futures (with reasonings) - that is another level. Same same, but definitely different. I am not feeling well today as I am writing this piece. Too much is on my mind, too little has left for me. I even yelled at my mum because I am sick of being accused of things that I have not been done. I sort of understand that something is also happening on her side, but it isn't my own doing, and I can't change that. This is just a single isolated scenario, but in my life, I feel like it is happening everyday everywhere. It seems the only solution is to take myself out of the equation...If I am not around, at least I can be blamed for things that I haven't done going forward. What will happen next? I don't want to know, not right this moment. Right now, I just want to feel better.