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#234 - I'm Sorry (A Letter I Should've Written Sooner)
Noticing this is number 234 of my posts, I never would have thought writing that many posts in my life... I swear that I could have written a book if I wanted to with all the contents available here. But here it is, 234.... somehow it seems to be missing the 1 in front, or maybe this song, even just a lyric music video, sums it all for me. Looking back - it did come a long way - My 2nd post was Don't Let Me Down, written on 23 of April (234), how did it end up like this? I do

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#233 - Just Dance
In this life - what you see might not be what you get.... same goes for what you hear, may not be the complete truth. Even recently I also met someone who had a different opinion on a particular topic, which is entirely ok. A lot of things in this world isn't a deadset right or wrong, especially through time and history, things change... I remember my mum once told me - stay away from certain thing....like the idiom of "Proximity to cinnabar makes one red, to ink makes one bl

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Jan 231 min read
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#232 - Vergiss Mich
Lately, things just very different, day by day. Even within a day, my feelings & emotions can just shift from one end to the other.... obviously within reasons... I wonder how often we just get surrounded / living a life just like this. Like hearing people saying something (negative), and later on find out it is completely the opposite. We humans tend to react in the first instance, which is kind of a natural way to dealing with things. Some of the personality traits also cov

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Jan 152 min read
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#231 - Dancing On My Own (Updated)
Is this life in replay? Today I just witnessed so many things in a day, experiened it in real life. And even my post aligns. Check back #230.... So far away, and yet so near.... I am now speechless too. The lyric was so simple, it doesn't reveal much until the exact time.... and without planning, it just again, ended up like this. To me, it is no different to, our stars, universe, God, or "AI", because of me, I know I didn't plan it, I know i didn't choose the song because of

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Jan 91 min read
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#230 - These Days & Cassiel (Faraway, So Close 1993) & Atlas & Cry Me A River + Lose Control
The last 24 hours, pretty crazy. Feels like the holiay is soon to end.... What holiday if yiu ever asked?! I am a firm believer of human (we / us etc) & my destiny. As I have said many times before, this kind of acknowledgement is very strange, especially for someone who have both feet on the solid ground... The second bit is related to Coldplay's........as I am trying to write and finish this post, I couldn't help but feeling myself being overwhelmed with feelings. I often

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Jan 92 min read
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#229 - Price of Romance
In #227, one of the video.... shares some similarity to this one. It sort of reasonates with what I feel at the moment. Getting cheated on, stuff words into my mouth, silence, things getting stolen and more..... in the end, a message came to me.... no justice no peace... I agree. There is so much to fix up, I can forgive but not forget. I sometimes remain silence, so that I don't need to waive a weapon to those I didn't want to, not because I agree with it, I just thought it

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Jan 11 min read
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#228 - 2026 Day 1 / Turn Back Time
Another year gone by, and I thought the year of 2025 went really quick. Just like I remembered last Dec, last Christmas, then New Year as well. It wasn't big party or with many friends....it is just some private moments and somehow it was enough. And in a blink of an eye, bam it is now 2026. But what made it interesting was yesterday. Something unplanned happened and not only it was a weird experience but one that gives me a lot of questions... towards the end, I even had the

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Jan 11 min read
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