The whole week has been crazy. And tonight, it literally started with The Guardian...then because of my personal experiences, it just ended with Last Night On Earth (I even found a Jack Daniels Can on the street today - sigh!)... BJ....LOL
Then I looked into flesh eating bacteria (and hopefully less people get that sort of shit), I just naturally think that no one really wants unnecessary scars and seeing it on my everyday (after COVID) is just shit. Even it may not have helped much putting it here, but I feel maybe one day it can help with awareness? Speaking of sign - this site mentions that "there is increasing evidence that mosquito bites and possums play a role in disease transmission in Victoria." and guess what - I also got a Possum Magic $2 coin today from a vending machine. Go figure!
At this moment, I am way too tired - normally I wouldn't even writing this one. But I feel tonight I had to, even if it means skipping some details.
Last Night On Earth - Hopefully people who noticed something unusual (wound), it is better to get it checked. Given the song says "time is never on our side", I kinda got a feeling it is related to Necrotizing Fasciitis (another disease that can kill a person quickly - believed to be A Streptococcus) and perhaps a bit different to the one mentioned which is caused by Mycobacterium above. If this is a sign, I guess, today (just past midnight), still safe, any delay if infected, may not be so good if delayed until Monday. I can only believe this is meant to be save someone - who? Not sure.
During the song - my mind also jumped to seeing NOAA SPACE and noticed a bar was missing. I listened to this song countless time, and only tonight I had that moment. Will you still be mine
Will you still be mine
Will you still be mine I ask
Weird! Then I thought how could that be?! Jumped on the net, one thing to another.... then I realised California is having the Park Fire (wildfire) and may potentially impact satellite?! Who knows... which brings me back to the song - Burn it to the ground.
Part of the lyric is....
Ticking like a time bomb
Drinking till the nights gone
Well, get your hands off of this glass
Last call my ass
Regardless - I just hope whoever you are - rest well & be ok.
Me.... who knows. I wonder if I'm gone - is it a blessing in disguise?!
Waking up daily in depression, and to live $&^%*&#^&*^$% isn't easy - especially you know things could be better, shouldn't be like this under normal circumstances and with less fighting / hostile environment. Right now - I just want to sleep - it will be what it will be for me. No money, no love. No Joy? No GST? Was written long ago.
Forgive me - too tired - too complex - signs overload today and all in a logical way (at least to me).
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