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This one is created using gif created by me, using this video, which is an official alternate version of The Fray - How to save a life.
Right before this post - you may have found the 0 and I am not in a good shape because of "uncontrollable" & "unreasonable" reasons. This post just comes in perfect timing, even for myself. I now can imagine what I am going through, and honestly, can't find a solution. Which I will explain later...
When did I watch? What did I watch today?
X men apocalypse - The highlight was when he said HELP ME. Do you know what HE meant?
What did he say afterwards? Let us see the transcript again...
Here are a list of "Help" within the transcript.
-I need your help, my child.
-You don't look Caliban's father.
-I think the world needs the X-Men.
-Maybe, now that you're back
-you can help me convince him
-But you can help me
-find him before they do.
-I can help you.
-Help me?..............................................................
Did you notice the why? Did you notice it is in actual conversation, but may not know who is speaking, and don't know who said what and what?
So why this post?
What you may know, may not all be correct.
If you don't ask me, how can I ever say it all?
If you ask me, I responded, but you didn't get it, didn't delivered, sent to someone else, what can I do? What's worse is that if I didn't even know it had happened, but I can only live with the impact to me, and that is causing pain to me, to you, why didn't you just let me go. If there wasn't a place for me to live without the control, because they don't know my side of the story, and ............
What did I say? What did you say?
You have been banned from this property. We found smoke.
Let's go to the hotel room again, and check whether smoke odour can be found (in my presence).
We went up there after 25-30 mins max of leaving. I said I can't smell any, he said the machine was operating, and therefore can no longer smell that. I wonder why? The machine has been put on for 25-30 mins. I said as a smoker, I would have a natural smoky odour? So what is right? What is wrong?
Do you think having people to either bugging in my personal life, say things on my behalf (which I did not say nor it was my intention) can be useful? Could anyone not use it for their advantages? If I don't want the war, and wanting to be me and not losing out the natural way of living and the additional conditions that I know nothing about...
PLEASE HELP ME TO FIND A SOLUTION THAT I CAN ACTUALLY CAN BE MYSELF WITHOUT PEOPLE SNEAK PEAKING DURING MY PRIVATE SPACE OR LISTENING TO ONE SIDED STORY IF BLAMING ME FOR SOMETHING. IS THIS THAT DIFFICULT? IS IT NOT HUMAN RIGHT? OR AM I REALLY NOT ONE? IF THAT'S THE CASE, I CHOOSE YOU OVER ME, AND HENCE I WANT TO DIE. AND THAT'S HOW YOU SAVE A LIFE.
IF I DIE? REASON HE ASKED? I DON'T WANT TO DIE...But it seems things happening around me, made me think no way out. I don't want to create a war, so I choose to let go. I was able, until made unable to, I was made to make better, but not with nothing. If I am wrong, where-ever I go, I am rightly wrong. I wish I was wrong, but I am right. If they were wrong, and I am right, I wish I die, so I never needed to say they are wrong. The help itself, is to fix the situation, so things can be repaired (like the ending of X-men), that is the GOD in the background working, not the "GOD" visually shown there, and certainly not the messenger, which is somehow got "miscommunication'ed.
Since I am your friend - I am happy to let me go.
The decision made wasn't for me, and at this point, I have really seen enough.
One wish - I hope that makes you all happy, and in this mad mad world.
The current method of your rules, don't sit right with me and HIM.
It leads to wrong information being communicated, without my input, and somehow ended as me. When I did say something, it was communicated to elsewhere. That is how I feel.
My last wish is - freedom, bring back common sense, since the truth can't be revealed based on your rules, unbeknown to me, would you say my death is the best option? The social engineering part is where you bring everything down yourself. The solution is that you have to rely on your own (common sense), and be able to do what you do, and accept that everything you do has a risk and balancing it yourself. You can believe what you need to believe, my suggestion is to be kept an open mind for unknown. That's just part of the freedom.
At this point, I think - is what is coming. I was promoting +, for everyone, that is cultural, bring togetherness. But somehow, it became something else, something that I didn't even know.
Through out this piece - you may find ACTS 1....
Or 40 Days...Just like the title may have suggested.
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