Back To Black

I really tried in this life. But guess what, I took my super money out, then boomed all gone, my own money, all gone, again. How many times can I endure such life?

People blamed me for whatever, but guess what - I swear to god - if there wasn't any input from any other people in this world, then I would shut up.

If it did have input from any one, whatsoever, then only GOD can make it right...

I am sick and tired of being left with nothing - right now - I think we can just let it all end...

How can I get on with nothing, without my guy too?

Love you Amy. Maybe I will join you very soon. Before then, those who stole, took from me, for whoever, should watch... karma indeed can be a bitch - when it strikes, it hurts... how many tears I cried, I can only wish, 10 folds to be given back to you all. I just hope that those who took from me, ain't from my home, in Australia. Or else, I wouldn't know what this home will become... I just wish there is enough time to repair and remediate my position... but I am far from being hopeful right now.